moody!!!!!

Moody...Moody!!!沒人可以幫到我。。也不懂可以跟誰訴苦。。。也不懂如何去訴我的苦！！怎麼會這樣。。明明過了很久。。可是依舊會沒心情。。很多事情過了很久卻仿佛才發生沒多久。我真的很累了。。愛也累。不愛也累。。很多事都很累！！！我能怎樣啊！！！！

表面堅強。可是我的內心卻比玻璃還容易碎。心事收在心裡真的很辛苦。a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

holiday around 1 week

lolz...so sry to myself..always lazy to come write something..but today see mosquito come comment then write something again...in da 1 week...i'm totally wasting my time everyday...morning wake up at 9++ then go harvest.after that...add alot other country ppl to achieve alot ribbon at my farmville..the only game i play on facebook...so....trying to max lv asap..erm...dun tell bout the normal daily life...everyday also same..quite sian....plan to SG cancel jo..but crystal them find me to go penang ...still telling me that yoong got back from SG...totally no idea...wat can i do...and wat should i do..i totally miss u...and i hope tat u really back and i could see u again.....i noe crystal them r trying help me always..but i'm stupid always and i dunno wat i do when facing her..and become speecless..y i am so STUPID 1.....haiz..then another is go kampar for shopping for new year cloth..wa...if like tat..need spend alot money lol...need have a nice plan...how r u all?any plan on holiday ?

holiday start jo..

holiday start jo..first and half of holiday..like passing the time very slow...yesterday finish school at 12.30...then rush back hostel take my packing and b hometown....quite lot thing to take back..laptop..shoes....cloth..all need wash and bring back to hometown and wear...arrive home at 1pm..then go bath...after tat FB a while and go sleep le...quite tired on the way back home by motor...wake up jo..then go help my mom and go sg buloh's pasar malam....long time no go...alot new face at the pasar malam..like leave sg siput long time...all the ppl go pasar malam also dunno who lai de...then back help my mom again...after tat..around 11pm...then go cc with fren...haiz...life at sg siput when KTAR's fren back hometown is cc and cc....when finish DOTAing...then go eat supper at pasar...quite hungry and eat jo...then feel very very hot at the early morning...back home and sleep at 4.30am.....zZzZzZ...ulti 9am..then wake up jo....enuff rest or not?i dunno....only noe wake up jo then open my pc to FB again..harvest all thing jo then go do housework..js finish housework...jian ting also come find me eat breakfast again......walao..eat eat eat and sleep sleep sleep..is tat pig life...really got no idea..when breakfast..meet mosquito eat with her mom...then sms her again..haha...she really mouth sweet a...say me leng zai jo..totally no idea...after eat jo then back house play pc...set back my modem to network mode and ready connect with my laptop..2 pc on garena together and dota again at home...chat with crystal at msn..she say wan go SG find yoong..haiz...i also wan go a..but mummy wanna buy house...dunno shall i play tat to go SG..confused...but really miss u le...u go SG for 1 month jo lu...haiz..the only thing i can say is...i miss u and i wish to meet u....around 3....khai come find us go yam cha..then go out jo....sky like gonna to rain..feel abit comfortable about the wind...then they say go play basket ball then i follow coz nth to do..arrive court...walao..boring and boring..then change my plan...SOLO go climb mountain..haha...arrive at there 5pm..then 1 ppl go up...walk walk and run run..down at 6.....feel so good..coz long time no sweat jo....then back home harvest again...FB for a while then now feel very sleepy and dunno wat will happen next..

last paper tmr

today take da statistic and business calculation exam...easy like eating sweet....haha..1 hour finish all but the exam give 2 hour...tmr left costing and english for business..some subject no need to take so much revision..somemore today can on9 till so nite...then come blog again lol...after tmr..my holiday start lo...can say like finish sem2...left last sem and my external exam....haiz....after 2 day exam...only yesterday subject failed no good...the book -keeping make me crazy...but admin i try my best to write all da thing...dunno how the result will go on..ok la...time to fake hardworking..go study lo...tata

2012

first must express tis feeling of after watch 2012..abit bit late watch coz always got no time ...then at saturday...i go watch jo....disagree the ppl say tis movie not nice....another feel from tis movie i think not only watch the front of the movie but must get the other meaning beside from the screen...when i watch this movie...i think about u...i dunno how long i could live...and i could stay...but the last word i must tell u de is...i love u...tis word may be a bit strange to u...but i only say tat....i could not save our life by 1b++ but i will try my best to save ur life first...and i would like to do on da last min not try to survival...but i hope...i can stay beside u...and hug u tightly....i will nv let u alone....i love u..i dunno tis word can i tell u anymore..but i will let u noe..my heart nv change..i'm still loving u..1 and half year more...i gonna to try my best get near to my destination...

stay at ipoh and study

tis weekend didnt back hometown coz monday exam jo..if back hometown scare no enuff time to revision...when da homemate memorized the business admin like hell...i was on9 to facebook and blogging...feel still too early to revision now...wat should i do?i must force myself to study coz tis time sitting at the temporary hall for exam@@no more mr phang to give me some idea when dunno the answer...book-keeping..business admin..cost accouting..statistic..business calculation and english for business...i think i have master the cost accounting and business calculation..then the other 4 must read now le...later gonna to revision my book-keeping first..coz now cant memorized at all...haha...still FB more...relaxing...nv feel nervous if i'm not sitting at da hall.....2 more day then only have my mid term exam...now can do wat leh?sian sian and sian...who gonna to accompany me to chat...feel boring..mandy.....shall i find u to chat..i'm miss u so much.....

totaly siao@@

tis siao story must start from tuesday say..sry coz late to post it now@@

at 17.11.2009 nite 10.30pm...mr long's gf birthday on tat day@@i fool him to back sungai siput give her gf surprise but only rain then no back le....but when arrive 11pm...he say rain stop jo lo..he keep tell me rain stop jo...haiz...trying to reject him..but see him first love...then back at so nite....sick also back in rain..at so nite...from tis story...we didnt see how cool of friendship..but we saw tat...how cool of the strenght of LOVE...tis make me remind tat...first time go ipoh by motor to meet u..coz really miss u...then back at nite with tired body...then go help my mom....all memory about u come out on my mind....really miss u...

continue about mr long story...start my 135 on 12am...then arrive SS at 12.30...totaly sian..nth to do...all fren dotaING.....then i had to sian at da cc...luckyly they leak player then i open pc to play for a while..make me no sian jo.....haha...after cc time...we have our supper at pasar there....the food really delicious...unfortunately..didnt take pic for u all..kaka....after da supper...then start back ipoh again...rain...and rain..alittle bit of water raining make me sick more...haiz...arrive ipoh at 4.30 midnite...totally siao.....i got nv do tis kinda such of thing...Ahahah!!..tired..on the way back..mr long feel sleep on motor...i keep tell him dun sleep..finaly arrive....then go ready our breakfast for school...coz js get the ingredient from tesco wednesday's nite...some bread...egg...and sausage...haha...so cool from a boy making own breakfast..

after tat....go sleep again...when 8am....my alarm js rang...then i wake up to prepare myself....still sleepy at da time....keep warning ownself do not sleep anymore

then go school at 8.15...my body really tired..but dunno ...cant sleep at all...keep caughing at da class coz sick...so pity....then finnaly tahan till 1.50pm...lesson for MYOB..but i skip it(ponteng actually) coz need back hometown again..back hostel dress up myself then back home le...arrive home at 3..then facebook a while go sleep again........

at 6 pm..go return comic and go pasar malam get my food..coz daddy doesnt wan to prepare dinner coz no1 eat it....buy some food then go stall help out my mom...at 9.30...reallly beh tahan jo...caugh till near die..then go see the doctor...get some medicine...back home eat medicine and sleep die....haiz..tis week did not back hometown coz next week exam....so...might to blog for some time again....take care ya...good luck to UTARian on mid term exam..and also good luck to me...and so on whose on exam...GAMBATEH !!!